ART IS RESISTANCE

#950 ; :/

2012-02-25T00:20:00.001+09:00

Life:

Is it me? Or It's already 2 months I didn't post anything? Seriously. I don't have a life anymore. Literally. Sucks.

#949 ; One down.

2012-02-24T23:24:00.000+09:00

Life:

One exam down. 2 more to go. Gonna like study PEEE like fuck. But then PEEE is shit level: SHIT.

Argh. This is impossible. Since DTS, I just submit it unfinished. There goes my so call "A" grade. Good Game to me.

#926 ; Gifs that make my day.

2011-12-24T01:13:00.003+09:00

Gifs:

BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG!

Tiger's impression of bunny is adorkable.

BUNNY BUNNY BUNNY BUNNY BUNNY BUN BUN.

KYA KYA KYA KYA KYA HE'S SO.. KYA.

OH ZE HORROR.

Okay I should stop with the random gif posting.

#925 ; I'M SO EXCITED.

2011-12-23T22:38:00.003+09:00

Life:

I'M SO EXCITED. I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT. Another random post cause I totally dig bumblebee.

And welcome back home, bee! After 15 days not seeing me, I'm missing you. :)

#924 ; FREEDOM FIGHTERS.

2011-12-23T21:15:00.004+09:00

Photography:

Finally the ride I've been waiting for! It's the new Transformers: The Ride! It was fucking awesome. So awesome that I rode 8 times STRAIGHT until one of the cashiers thought we were cool for breaking his record of 7 times instead! Here are some of the pictures of them. :).

This is Evac. I rode on him for 8 times. Wait. That sounded practically wrong.
Ahah! Finally found you, boyfriend :B.
Look at you, gorgeous. Sleek and gee I'm fanboying over you.
BOYFRIEND WHY ARE YOU UP THERE?!

Not to mention I meet Optimus Prime in person! Damn he's tall thou. And I thought I was already tall -_-;;

That's all folks! :). See you next time.

#923 ; BISHIE.

2011-12-09T20:48:00.002+09:00

Random:

BECAUSE HE IS BISHIE AND I WANT HIM. KTHX.

#922 ; School sucks.

2011-12-08T22:09:00.001+09:00

Life:3 Papers down. One more to go tomorrow. But then my bumblebee is going on a two week holiday. After that, he's gonna have a 5 day off. Hee :)

#921 ; :O.

2011-11-20T13:57:00.001+09:00

Life:

Updating every month I presume? Hah. Nah. It's been a while since I blogged. A lot of things happened. Another time to summarize it up!

It's sad to know that a good friend of mine her dad passed away. Life isn't fair.
Bought new shoes.
It's been 3 months since Stormy enlisted!
Saw Tatsuya Fujiwara at the Kaiji 2 fan meet
Watched Kaiji with Hoshi-kun and also watched 23:59 with Stormy and his bunkmates!
AFA 2011 is the most cramped crowded event. A total waste of my time going there, BUT thanks to meeting the other cosplayers aka my friends; they make my day! :).
I never understood most of the classes I went to. -_-;;. FML.
Stormy bought something for me. Thank you dear! ^^.
I wanna buy Sims 3 game!

Yep. This game! Cause I've been playing the Sims 2 series! But then maybe I try something new cause I see that the pets version of this is way cooler!

My new shoes ^^. Bought it lesser than the actual retail price!

#920 ; It's a year!

2011-11-06T23:42:00.000+09:00

Life:A year has gone by so fast. At first when we started, it was horrible until I cried so many times cause I couldn't accept your attitude. There are times that I wanted to give up and break our relationship because he was being an asshole.But this time it was my turn. I'm turning into like him when we were started. I don't wanna say much.Thank you for coming like a boss in my life! You're my sunshine, my rain, my tsunami. My garbage, my pillar, my bolster too!

#919 ; Hey!

2011-09-13T23:51:00.003+09:00

Life

It's nearly a month since I last updated. Anyways just summing all up together, in bullet points:

Stormy is enlisted now. :(
Adjusting myself as he's in camp.
Went to USS like finally!
Coaster rides are amazing!
Exams suck to the core. Well fuck the PRC who thinks he's ace it all.
Gonna wait for him to book out then.

Argh I don't know what to type.

#918 ; KOI.

2011-08-23T00:58:00.002+09:00

Photography:

Darvey: YOUR LACK OF KOI IS DISTURBING.
Stormie: ARA?!

I haven't opened the other Snowtroopers set yet! Darth Vader will be pleased with the trooper family getting bigger! :B

#917 ; Mugging.

2011-08-21T00:09:00.000+09:00

Life:

Mugging for 4 hours a day for Maths. I hope I could catch up as I am still not capable of believing myself for passing my exams. Urgh the horror.

Anyways, my motivation for mugging!

They're 50% off by the way. Thanks Shuji-kun for helping me buy!

3 days to Maths exam. 1 more week to Hari Raya + holidays!

________________________

Anyways, Stormy you better take care of your health! Cause as the D-day approaches, you don't wanna get sick or feel unwell! Oh one day when you book out from there, let's go on a date? It's been a long time since I ate any Japanese cuisines with you!

Gosh it's already 12 am and I'm still here surfing the damn net. lol.

#916 ; DF project complete!

2011-08-19T15:45:00.000+09:00

School:

Finally finished my assignment! Already pass up too.

Yay! Very proud of my work!

#915 ; CHILDHOOD.

2011-08-18T15:33:00.000+09:00

DELUHI:

That's why I love DELUHI so much. I support them all the way! Hwaiting!

#914 ; Dream Home.

2011-08-17T14:56:00.000+09:00

SIMS 2:

Houses are build from REAL LIFE houses which I googled for the floor plans. Credits to those architects out there who made a big impact for me to build nice housing for my sims!

Name: DESIRE.
One of the houses that I am very proud of building! I loved the interior and the exterior of the housing! :). It's a 3 stories home by the way.

Specs for this house:
3 Beds/3 Toilets/1 Large Kitchen/1 large living room + 2 Balconies + 1 car slot.

Price:

Furnished: Around 300k
Unfurnished: less than 100k.

Since there is the apartment version, wanted to make it a single townhouse and customized it big enough for a family of 4/5 to live in.

Name: Side Townhouse. 2 stories.

Specs: 3 Beds/2 Toilets/1 Large Living Room Home + 1 car slot.

Price:

Furnished: Around 150k
Unfurnished: less than 70k.

Name: Modern Townhouse. 3 stories.

Specs: 3 Beds/2 Toilets/ 1 Balcony / Small yard + 2 parking slots.

Price:
Furnished: 200k+-
Unfurnished: less than 100k.

Name: Modern Townhouse 2. 3 stories.

Specs: Unknown. Should be 3 beds/2 toilets/ 1 living room/ 1 medium kitchen/ small ally balcony/2 room balconies + 2 parking slots.

Price:
Furnished: 250+k.
Unfurnished: less than 100k

Townhouses inspired by Japanese architecture! Build exactly to satisfy a Simmy needs.

Name: Type 2, 3, 5, 8.

Specs: 2-4 beds/2-3 toilets/3 balconies/ 1 large yard + 1 parking slot.

Pricing range from: 50k - 100k. (Depends on how many rooms it has).

That's all! More new houses coming in 2-3 weeks time :)

#913 ; MULTISIM WORKED.

2011-08-14T00:24:00.002+09:00

School:

Multisim 100% worked. But our circuit didn't. Must find the cause of it! Fag I still haven't do presentation. I better finish brushing Leda's outlook so that Tuesday I don't have to do much!

Over and out!

#912 ; 89% complete

2011-08-13T22:42:00.002+09:00

School:

Finally.. Gonna finish this soon ^^b. Better finish it tomorrow. Bah. I still haven't do finish the damn presentation; which is damn bloody annoying.

Mom, I'm hungry I wanna go Mcdonalds can?!

#911 ; ...

2011-08-13T22:14:00.003+09:00

Life:

I'm very busy right now. So busy I don't even think you exist in my life right now. I got a life, which is school. It's consuming me 12 hours a day, each day for every week. Worst next week is the final week of school. I gotta submit 2 assignments and 1 presentation before after that, FUCKING EXAMS.

So you think I'm not busy? Poly life sucks. To the core till I fail all my modules. Happy? Nooo it's not that I didn't put in enough effort. It's because when I don't understand, I'm doomed and still nobody cares.

#910 ; Urgh.

2011-08-10T22:38:00.004+09:00

Life:

The more I go out with you, the more pointless it is. For having NO MOTIVE, I'd rather GO HOME than staying out late doing things which are SINFUL. Oh yah, the very nay outcomes when you're dating someone who is another race or religion.

What is the purpose of me fasting when you're like making me having more sin!? I don't wanna go out with you during this whole fasting month. It's like my sins going 5x higher than normal. Waiting for you to just go serve the country and 2 years later, I don't know if I'm willing to see you or not.

"Please don't think that you're cheap for doing that". Now I realized back after what I did, I FEEL LIKE A CHEAP, DESPERATE SLUT. Why did I do it in the first place!? Why god why?! If I could turn back time, I could just GO HOME and not making you "feel good". It's like another term of wanna to hook me up.

Gee. Now I realized that I'm NOT your wife in the first place. I'm not married to you officially. :<. I thanked god that I won't get married to you anyways. Probably wasting both of our time, since I'm not gonna commit to you.

I don't feel like calling you nicknames anymore. Boohoo. Suck it up.

#909 ; I'M SHADOW, YOUR SHADOW.

2011-08-07T02:07:00.005+09:00

Life:

Hi. It's been like 3 pathetic months since I last posted on my blog. Greetings earthlings. For it is I, will post this blog depends on my freaking mood. Making things much more simpler, I'm gonna sum it all up into bullet points about what happened in these 3 months or so. They are not in order.

I failed all my modules for school. Because I never realized I was studying A-Maths and Pure Physics. That's major FML. ._. Also I moved house on the wrong week, it was during my exam period.
I moved house. From a big house, downgraded because of some issues. Thou I kinda liked my new house, I still prefer my old house because of the SPACIOUS AREA plus AT LEAST I CAN GET TO PUT MY STUFFS AROUND.
Bought an Ipod Touch because my old mp3 literally died minutes before going to Street Festival.
Street Festival was a blast. Thank you my gay buddies for coming and headbanged with me.
I at the verge of giving up, suffering a lot of stress and nearly wanted to quit school.
I hate my parents mindset. HATE PLEASE!
Hating my classmate's behavior of scoring grades and not literally helping others.
I'm starting to suffer from hair lost. My hair is dropping; splitting ends and dry scalp.
I don't feel like sleeping right now because of what I'm going through.
I'm having less than $50 on my savings right now.
Staying in school is way better than staying at home listening to noise pollution produce by who else other than your parents.
The new school system is downright ridiculous.
Finally met the PI V/W kids to iftar (breakfast); together with my Bee ♥.
Gave presents to Bee the night before our anniversary. :)
70% complete on Assassin's Creed Brotherhood.
70% complete on my Design Fundamental Assignment.
Sundown Festival has so many J-Rock wannabes and know-it alls. Fuck them.
Bought DELUHI's last album before they disband. That's the only band I support since 2009.
Bought a pair of jeans + 2 t-shirts for myself. I'm gonna buy a new pair of sneakers + jeans soon.
So far I never been sick before after I moved house. Not even once. But I did cried a lot.

That's it for now. I feel so depressed right now thinking back. But then, thanks Bee for being there with me. I don't know what am I going to do without you. :'(.

#908 ; ._.

2011-05-14T11:31:00.002+09:00

Life:

If you have no intention of saying those things to me, then WHY DID YOU SAY IT?

"Wasting my $$$".

So you're deliberately saying that you're wasting money on me. Oh I get it. It's not I'm misunderstood your phrase; It's I took your words into deeper notice. They say boys take a longer time to notice things around. My bad.

If you think that I'm wasting your money, then DON'T BOTHER ON SPENDING ON ME SINCE YOU THINK IT'S NOT WORTH IT. FROM NOW ONWARDS, DON'T PAY FOR ANYTHING FOR ME.

#907 ; ....

2011-05-14T11:03:00.004+09:00

Life:

....Can we archive happiness at this rate?

#906 ; WANT.

2011-04-10T00:23:00.002+09:00

Hairstyle:

I want her hair! The colors are exotic too! Make-up is awesome! Suit the rugged side of me :)

#905 ; HOT.

2011-04-09T23:20:00.002+09:00

Visual-Kei:

Hoho.. New scandal boyfriend? :D

#904 ; Cold Stone Ice Cream!

2011-04-08T16:48:00.005+09:00

Life:

Went all the way to Dover to send all my documents to SP. It was an tiring; 20 stops from my place all the way to Dover. But then, instead of going back home, I went to Funan to meet him as he said he was dressing up for two hours.

As I arrived, I had no idea which one of the 2 characters was him so I ignored him when the awkward moment when Ultraseven (Ultraman) gives flying kisses at me,

I was like:

Who the hell are you, giving flying kisses to me man.

Then it took me long for me to realized it was non other than my Stormy, my thoughts inside was like:

Aw you darn cute superhero. Even after saving the earth from monsters, you still got time to woo me with that. ♥.

While walking around in town, I'm forever have cravings for crepes, ice cream or cinnamon melts. But then we stopped at this newly opened shop which called "COLD STONE CREAMERY"; and bought an ice cream which cost $6.50 which include the waffle biscuit thingy.

Chocolate Devotion ♥♥.

A nice ice cream to be shared with your loved one! Highly recommended, thou Stormy wanted to go for a second round. :X.

Stormy! Your hair is long and nice to style by the way. And also when you have a fauxhawk, you're actually quite handsome.

Okay that was a compliment. /gay.

#903 ; Things for school!

2011-04-06T20:04:00.001+09:00

Life:

Things I want to buy for school!

Macbook "13".

Bagpack!

To replace my dying mp3 -_-".

Hdd to store schoolwork!

That's all! :D

#902 ; Appeal!

2011-04-05T15:55:00.001+09:00

Life:

Send all the appeal emails to all the polytechnics, but in the end, only one managed to replied back; which was SP.

Because of that, great news! I'm now a Singapore Poly Student! Yayness! Congrats to myself, for my determination for appealing to all polytechnics! School's starting on the 18th, and I haven't get my new stuffs!

Chalet in the evening! Gonna go there with Stormy!

#901 ; Prime Time.

2011-04-02T01:38:00.003+09:00

Life:

1. Results + Poly Application.

"We are pleased to inform you that you have been offered [3 Yrs] RP - Common Engineering Programme, R423 at Republic Polytechnic."

Saw the results. I'm crushed, depressed and devestated that I didn't get to a course I want. They threw me to Common Engineering course. What the fucktary is that course anyway? When I checked, it's like a foundation course later you can choose other courses, BUT ALL ARE ENGINEERING.

Pleased to inform you?

You kiddin' me right? Well I'm not going to be pleased that's the number one fact.

This is the part I feel like:

If I have a grenade launcher, I'd kill you all MOE.

Fuck. I'm appealing to change course to go to IDM, Interactive Digital Media. Something I can work with my knowledge. If all else fails, seriously I don't know what I'm going to do next. I've even cried alone in the park while going home from window shopping with my own mom. Because I wondered, if I try harder, I won't be like this. Argh. That's how depressed I am. To think I want to escape the reality, but I can't.

Confused.

I feel like sitting alone at a spot in the park, watching the world go by:

Maybe I gave up too early for my own good. Who knows.

2. DELUHI.

The badass, all time favorite band of mine is disbanding. I can't even do this anymore. They left me a big impression, I thought they're doing great, with their songs and all, but... Why are you doing this to me?

I trusted you guys, supporting for 2-3 years of my life. Juri, Leda, Sujk, Aggy, please explain to me!

I read his translation:

"I guess many of you will be shocked about this suddenly announcement
I'm really sorry because the result is going like this

I think, I can't think about Deluhi without this four members
Myself also can't take this as reality

please understand and think positively about Deluhi's breakup

During the hiatus, my throat condition is getting better
and I'm concentrating about getting back after the hiatus
and that's not change even now
ntil the summer tour final, I'll fight with all might as Deluhi's Juri
And I'll be really happy if you support me/us until the end

Juri".

ARGH FUCK.

3. Moving house.

My mom just said to me that I have to start packing cause we're moving house in a month time. Damn. I love my home but this is way too early!

Even thou I know that we're moving houses, but this is too soon!

_______________________________

Above all the shit that's happening to me, I really have to thank Stormy for being there for me. Constantly cheering me up, even thou I was demoralizing myself. He's so relevant in my life right now. I don't know how will I go through if he wasn't around.

Again, 度もありがとうございます Stormy ♥.

Exactly what I have in mind right now about you. ^^

#900 ; He dreamt of me.

2011-04-01T02:38:00.004+09:00

Life:

Stormy had a dream of me. He doesn't mind sharing it, so here it goes. (Using my own words cause I'm particular in english XD). Seriously in his dream, I am a complete opposite of what I am in real life. It's ridiculous and "what the heck" at the same time.

It's all started when Stormy invited a close friend of his and me to dinner. Not just any other friend he had, it was an international friend whom he deal business with. At first, there was no commotion; but then something came as instead of serving drinks to me, his girlfriend; he served his ladyfriend first.

There I was being immature, selfish and incredibly bitchy; being jealous over his ladyfriend as she got the first priority. So throughout dinner, I was practically gaving that jealous stare, rolling my eyes if I happened to stare at them, and giving that incredibly loud "humpf". It didn't end there, he even brought her places for her to sightsee.

The awkward moment when I want to just strangle her, kill her so that I can have him all by myself. Everything ended, going back home with just him and me. Nobody else to intrude; the ladyfriend of his, well she returned home. We're walking together from the carpark, to somewhere secluded, a place where no one knew we were there.

I did something horrid to him. I pulled him suddenly to a corner of a wall; as his body slammed against the wall hard. He was pinned; no where to go. My hands were on him, snuggling him, where I can feel his body warmth which was inches away from my face. Slowly, kissing his neck, one at a time.

"What are you doing?" He murmured. He was stunned and confused that I was behaving that way. Shocked as suddenly when my lips touched his, it was intensed; like I refused to let him go even thou he was struggling. I was trying to gain him back, after being treated that way. He pushed me back which broke off our kiss, as he held my hand so that I won't fell.

"Are you alright?" He questioned me, as I gripped tightly on his hands.

"No. I'm sick of you." I replied, I can see his eyes widened with the expressions of "Huh?! You're sick of me?!".

"Yeah. I'm sick of you. Sick in love with you." I smirked as I slowly removed his shirt; going into the mood.

"Stop this! Enough!" He couldn't take it anymore. He's ruining the mood I'm in. "I don't want to knocked you up." He added, he was being serious.

"No. I'm not doing that." I rolled my eyes. "Then, what are you trying to do to me?!" He asked. "I want to feel your chest.. Your heart." I whispered at his ears. Again, confused; he literally went "Huh?!". I even pulled his hands to let him touch my waist, thou he resisted; he let go immediately.

"I can't. I musn't do it." He told himself as it's going to go out of hand if he doesn't control his inner desires. In the end he managed to control himself from becoming a beast. When I stopped, he quickly put on his shirt as he send me back home.

Stopped downstairs to say our goodbyes as he said "Time for you to go back home. I'm gonna miss you lots dar". I leaned forward, whispered "I love you too, to the max." and used my lips to gently bite his ear. Before I went upstairs, I turned my head back, with my hair swinging like those hair commercials; giving him a flying kiss with a goodbye wave.

He walked back to the car he parked, sat inside, unbutton a few from his shirt and blast the air con. He was sweating and shivering at the same time because of what happened to him.

I was like:

Anyways, woots! 900th post! Half from my tumblr .__.;;

#899 ; I sort of made it.

2011-04-01T02:35:00.002+09:00

Life:

I got an A for entrepreneurship! I thought I got a B or something. Same goes with IAD! Thanks Mr.Martin for giving a B instead of a C!!

So my current GPA is 3.2, but my cumulative is 2.5. If I add my cca point, it'll be 2.7. Gah, that's low. ._.

First wave done. Now it's the second wave, the poly results. I'm just hoping to go any poly I've applied. Anywhere will do! Please!!

#898 ; Quotes.

2011-03-31T01:06:00.002+09:00

Quote:

I wish I could understand my feelings and the way my mind works.

AND FOR THEE USED ONLY LESS THAN 10% OF ME BRAINS YO.

#897 ; Thus this sadness.

2011-03-31T00:24:00.002+09:00

A nightmare which repeats my head for 2 cycles. It's weird that usually my nightmare disappears so that I won't remember. This time I remembered; thou some pieces of the puzzle are missing. It's not helping when the clues are these:

Road.
Blood.
Hospital.
Stormy crying.
Death.

What I remembered:

We lived in a tiny apartment; Stormy had enough money to buy a bigger flat as soon as he finished his reservist this year. We were happy, even thou we don't have much stuff to decorate around the house. Before Stormy went on to his reservist; that smile he puts on his face before we depart to our seperate ways made me feel refreshed even thou I'm not completely awake from my lacking of sleep; early in the mornings just before I go to work. He would send me to work, even thou he's already late going back to camp.

"Take care of yourself." He said as he kissed my right cheek. "Make sure when you finish your work, go home straight. If you're going anywhere, tell me so I can get an earlier release to fetch you." he added. As naggy as he sounds, he's very concerned about me. He even waited for me to disappear from the lift ground then he'll start moving to his destination.

That was the last time I saw him smiling at me. The next thing I knew, I was on the road; covered in a pool of blood. A wrecked car in the middle of the road. Everything was blurry, the sound of commotion going around me were echoed. I can't even move my body, everywhere there were scatches, open wounds; my lip was chipped as I can taste the blood from my lip. I felt so much excruciating pain, I wished it could just stop right now.

The lights were shining so brightly; looking at the blurry background and the weird ticking noises; I pressumed that I was in the hospital. I don't know what the doctors and nurses were doing to me, I can't feel a thing even thou I'm not paralyzed.

Stormy, had no idea I was in an accident; thou he felt something wasn't right that whole day. News came to him from his fellow officer reported to him; Stormy was in complete shock. He just rushed to the exit of the camp and call for the taxi thou the officer haven't spoke finish. His officer managed to catch up to him and followed him to the hospital where I was.

Just as they arrived, Stormy was restless; he just barged into the Emergency rooms hoping that he could find me in there. He did find me, he rushed in as the doctors wondered who was he; as they were trying their best to stop the bleeding.

He had a grip on my left palm, as tears were rolling down on his cheeks. He called on my name, my head slowly turned to the side to the voice calling me. There he was, right beside me.

"Hey." I whispered softly. "Sshhh." He hushed as his other hand carassed my face.

"It's gonna be alright. I'm here now. Stay with me." He whispered; hoping that everything's gonna be fine. Drops of tears were coming down from my cheek, but I didn't feel it; I can't see him that well. Blood which was on my hands, were now on his face. Suddenly, a twist; he was being force out from the Emergency room as the situation got bad to worst.

He walked thru and fro at the hallways, praying that I could make it alive; hoping to see my face again. Hoping that everything would just end. Even with his officer's help to calm him down, it's not stopping him from peeking at the door. Seconds turn into minutes. Minutes to hours. He finally sat down, with his hands together, constantly praying.

The doctor came out, as they stood up anxiously hearing the news.

"I'm sorry. We couldn't save her. We tried our best."

Hearing those words, to Stormy it was devastating. He couldn't control his emotions. "Why!? You didn't try hard enough! What were you doing in there?!" Those discouraging words murmured from his mouth as he took off his specs which were fogged; as he shed even more.

"Do something! Anything! I begged of you! Please!" He ordered the nurses which exited the room, as he didn't realize my body was already transfered into the morgue to find the cause of death. Even thou I was dead, my soul was still roaming around in there as I see his depressed, heartbroken look on his face, blaming himself for all the things that happened. I gave a gentle blow on his side, he jerked as he thought he had goosebumps. Again, I blew, but this time he looked up and wondered where was the "wind" coming from.

He felt that there's presence of me around, as something just touched his hands. He wasn't hallucinating, he did felt something. The doctor came to him, as the two of them left towards the morgue to discuss about the body.

"Can I have a moment with her?" Stormy asked; the doctor agreed as he had some time left with me for the last time. "Darling. If you're still hear, out there and listening... I can't accept this. Why do you have to leave me before I do? Explain to me. You can't just perish like that! I need answers. I can't live on like this without you gone." He blurt it out, as he hugged the my cold body, and gave a final kiss which was on the lips. His tears dropped on my cheek, as my soul helplessly looked at him; can't do anything to him. He sighed, as he continued talking to himself how I first met him, the laughter we shared together, the fights etc. After that, the room was awfully quiet with him staring into at my cold face.

Just as he remained silent, the same doctor came to him and was asked to follow somewhere else. He wiped his tears as he quietly followed the doctor, as they stopped infront of the nursery.

"Why are we here?" Stormy questioned as he looked around. "I have something to tell you. You see, you have a daughter, before she died, we managed to save your daughter; thou she's premeture. It's amazing she can breathe using her own lungs without the help of any machines. A miracle it is. Would you like to see your daughter?" He asked.

"I have a daughter?" Stormy gave a slow gasped as he couldn't believed the news he was recieving. His thoughts were going mad, he was at verge to go explode. The nurse allowed him to enter in, the next thing he knew, he was carrying the tiny bundle of joy on his arms. He felt the tiny heartbeat, beating so fast as he hugged her close to his warm chest. So small, yet delicate. He wanted to say a few words, but then no words can describe how he felt, when that small baby managed to grab one of his finger.

That's all I could remember. Ah gee. My nightmare is somewhat just cheesy and urgh disturbing at the same time. I'm sad that I dreamt these kind of things. I don't know. ._.;;

#896 ; OMG.

2011-03-31T00:22:00.002+09:00

Life:

Results gonna be out tomorrow. I'm scared. Nervous. Anxious. Nerve-wreckin' kinda mood. But thanks to Stormy, he lifted some parts of it away and made me concentrate on thinking positive.

I will make it. For thee shall be.

But then which poly I'd be going to? Friday, 2pm we shall see.

俺がんばれますよ！！

#895 ; Cons.

2011-03-29T01:29:00.003+09:00

Life:

I'm dull. I'm boring. I'm a hypocrite. I'm Bipolar. I'm random. I look down on myself. I'm imperfect.

Because I'm already used to be alone. With you in my life, it's a huge leap from Earth to Saturn.

"You always hurt the one you love. The one you shouldn't hurt at all".

THIS.

Why am I always hurting you?

That questioned which I couldn't answer no matter how many times I think.

#894 ; Because I'm dull.

2011-03-29T01:03:00.003+09:00

Life:

I find pointless arguing with you. Cause it's no use when 2 people arguing when he thinks he's right, when I think he's wrong. So I should just shut the fuck up and say no more and be a dummy.

You just wished I should shut my trap and just follow you around like a duckling. Well, I'm sorry. You and I are two different people; from different worlds.

Well I thanked you very much for ruining my nice splendid mood yesterday. /Sarcasm.

"My nice proposal just shred/crushed with that sentences.. aw~~"

See! Even thou he didn't mean indirectly, but these words can mean more than they can chew. To you the purpose of April fool's is to tease other people and make fun. Just because I said "No" as he wanted to prank people around him.

I don't see the point of April fool. Don't you see?

What mature thinking I'm having right now.

I'm not idealistic as you are. I'm sorry for that. I always look down on myself and procrastinate how bullshit the world really is. Plus one for my cons.

I may look happy, laughing. No. Because behind that smile, it's a lie. I'm a hypocrite running away from reality.

I'm trembling in fear. Why? The poly results are out on 1st april and you want to make a fool of yourself? Go ahead. Don't drag me in, cause I think if I screw up my poly results; then it's already the end of me.

I'm not growing younger. Neither do you. There are times I need to be fucking serious. This is it.

#893 ; WHEE?

2011-03-25T15:23:00.005+09:00

Life:

Watched Space Battleship Yamato today. It was a good movie when comes to the graphics and battle scenes. But then, the nay part; too much love story going on. KimuTaku; even thou you're going to be 40; YOU'RE STILL HOT. While Kuroki Meisa's character Yuki; Stormy kept pointing me at her for no particular reason. If I'm Yuki, he's what KimuTaku's character Susumu? LMAO.

Random: When Stormy wears my beanie; he looks like a kid; I'm like:

/Sigh. He looks better with a beanie. Adorable.

Seriously I hate myself for having stomach cramps at the wrong place; at the wrong time. But thanks to him, I recovered; with the help of medicate oil he bought for me. So sweet of him; thou he teased saying I was expecting.

I was like:

You kiddin' me right?

Then, we went to walk around in vivo; I proceed to Topman to see those nice suits I was talking about to him. I pointed on one outfit; and go:

Me: If you wear this, I'll die of nosebleeding for sure.
Stormy: Why is that?
Me: Shuai (Good looking) mah~
Stormy: I'm gonna wear a Tuxedo for graduation.
Me: YOU MAD?! Tuxedo's is when you wear for weddings! You planning to get married is it?

Stormy goes:

Yep. (with that smile on his face).

While I Was like:

And of course not to forget the 1 hour spending at the arcade, tapping the TAPZ cards like nobody business since we have like $11 credits together which include the $5 voucher. I want to play this cube like tapping game thingy; ~~I don't know what's it called;~~ called JUBEATS! it has the songs I liked! All of the songs are Japanese; and they have visual-kei too!

Here are the songs I manage to play:

CAPSULE - More More More
Girl Next Door - Infinity
AAA - BLOOD on FIRE
DBSK - Share the World
ANNA inspi' NANA (BLACK STONES) - Rose

Oh crap I forgot the other songs I played. I saw 2 visual-kei bands thou; SiD, and An-Cafe. I think there was Beat Crusaders if I'm not wrong. And of course the 4 hours Lan gaming with him; before heading to Meritus Mandarin to meet the MM dudes and having my only food aka lunch/dinner at Old Town Coffee.

It's funny when they all suddenly talk about Boobs and Stormy gave that face when they discussed about A/B cup boobs.

In my mind I was like:

Hey I'm proud to have B cup manboobs. HURR.

Hmm I think that's all I could remember. I wanna take a break from going out for a week. Seriously there goes my fare and money >_>;;

#892 ; LEFT OR RIGHT?

2011-03-23T00:58:00.000+09:00

Random:

Are You Left-Brained or Right-Brained?

Although one side of the brain is generally dominant over the other, we should strive to utilize both halves. A balanced brain makes a balanced person - combining sequential thinking with a holistic approach, or linear thinking with intuition, enables us to fully comprehend issues and solve problems. Left-brainers can dramatically improve their problem solving abilities by learning to "follow their gut," while right-brainers can improve the execution of their creative efforts.

Realizing your dominant half is the first step in becoming balance-brained.

Your percentage score for the right brain is 58%.
Your percentage score for the left brain is 42%.
You are more right-brained than left-brained. The right side of your brain controls the left side of your body. In addition to being known as right-brained, you are also known as a creative thinker who uses feeling and intuition to gather information. You retain this information through the use of images and patterns. You are able to visualize the "whole" picture first, and then work backwards to put the pieces together to create the "whole" picture. Your thought process can appear quite illogical and meandering. The problem-solving techniques that you use involve free association, which is often very innovative and creative. The routes taken to arrive at your conclusions are completely opposite to what a left-brained person would be accustomed. You probably find it easy to express yourself using art, dance, or music. Some occupations usually held by a right-brained person are forest ranger, athlete, beautician, actor/actress, craftsman, and artist.

Your left brain/right brain percentage was calculated by combining the individual scores of each half's sub-categories. They are as follows:

Left Brain
Linear
Sequential
Symbolic
Logical
Verbal
Reality-based

Right Brain
Holistic
Random
Concrete
Intuitive
Nonverbal
Fantasy-oriented

Each of these 12 categories has its own distinctive influence in shaping how you think, learn, and perceive the world around you. A detailed evaluation of your brain type has been prepared and is waiting for you. Order the full report now for this information and an insight on why you are who you are!

Part of it is true thou. Meep.

#891 ; T_T.

2011-03-22T02:36:00.003+09:00

Life:

I don't hate you. I hate myself for hurting you. Cause if you still want to take the huge risk, you're asking for it. I've warned you already.

Guys are little slow to notice, but then, I don't want this to turn up becoming an enormous train wreck that is beyond repair.

So? What say you?

Do you want to slowly patch up with me even thou I'm like this? I may take longer than you expected for me to heal up because of past incidents. Or letting me go so we can continue our daily lives; but not as enemies; but friends?

#890 ; FOREVER RELEVANT.

2011-03-22T02:16:00.002+09:00

Visual-Kei:

BECAUSE HE'S MY BIAS. MY BOYFRIEND. MY LOVER. MY HUSBAND. MY SCANDAL. MY EVERYTHING. AND THIS MAKES ME GO HURHURHUR.

Juri: Yipee~

Something to make me at least smile when shit happens.

#889 ; I want to perish right now.

2011-03-21T15:21:00.002+09:00

Life:

That late night Saturday. When he tried to hold my hand as I was going back home even thou I was drifting away from him;

I felt like I should get hit by a 18-wheeler for calling him a stalker. I didn't asked him to follow me home; yet he was doing it willingly because he wanted me to go back home safe. As the park nearby my home; to others it's creepy. But to me it's my sanctuary from coming back tired, and all.

I'm so depressed for saying all that mean things to him. He doesn't deserve that treatment from me.

Exactly what I'm feeling now.

Argh. Everything's my fault. I admit it. Everything from the start, till the end.

#888 ; Haish.

2011-03-21T01:48:00.005+09:00

Quote:

"We are all fucked".

True.

____________________

Life:

I just have a lot of things to think right now. But then, just now when I stared at him for a few seconds when we we're resting; 85% of me went "pity on him". While the evil 15% went "Well. Fuck this".

That innocent face he's giving;

All I did was:

A big major sigh.

No words can say I'm sorry. I can't depend on you anymore.

~~If you're wondering why I'm nice to you, cause I only think of you as a friend like everybody else. Nothing more.~~

It seems we're slowly patching up.

#887 ; I give up.

2011-03-20T14:08:00.002+09:00

Life:

"Are you willing to learn your lesson and change for the better?? Step by step??"

I gave up. I can't do it. I've changed for the worst. I'm imperfect. What makes you think that I'm perfect? I don't want to learn. I don't want to change for you already. I don't want. Don't wanna do anything.

"have had enough and are essentially running away from a love that has turned sour and is no longer fulfilling."

"Men are a bit like mascara, If you cry, they run." <-- more like when he cry, I LITERALLY RAN.

Let me go. Just let me go. Why aren't you letting me go?

#886 ; Quote.

2011-03-20T13:00:00.002+09:00

Quote:

Sometimes it's better to ignore what is happening around you than to think hard why it is happening to you.

#885 ; SELF-REFLECT.

2011-03-20T01:33:00.004+09:00

Life:

It's been 19 days since I last updated.

Lot's of fucking shit going on. Ignoring what happen to the past. I'm just telling what's happening late today. I know that you like to read my blog so much for your spare time. Go ahead and read this.

1. I made him cry.

What kind of jerk makes guys cry? Me. Whao I should be hanged to death for making him cry. Then that moment I saw tears coming out from his eyes strucked my brain like a bullet train hitting up to speeds of 200 mph. I realized that whenever I'm around him, I create more sufffering than happiness. I am the worst person ever to live on earth. I'm sinned.

I've been thinking and yes I'm not making this up like a five year old. Since I like to create disasters, suffering, etc; the more we continue on; it's not going to work. You have the right to hate me even more than I am. I don't blame you. I blame entirely on myself for being downright stupid, selfish and of course inhuman acts.

I've had it. I give up. I think I'm gonna be single for the rest of my life, or join in the state of dillusion for chasing fandoms who don't even know I exist.

"I'm happy to have you in my life".

This statement can give cheesy and bullshit at the same time. Asked yourself this;

?yppah yllaer I mA

I'm not making this up. I'm serious. And the thought you want to reveal this relationship to the rest of the people who know you in a month time?

I'm sorry. I'm not excited as you are. It's not working. Between us, this is not working at all. Everything is just wrong. I've hurt you too much for your own good, I can't take this. I've been giving you more scars. I'm not a medic, nor a magician, a witch nor a bomoh. I can't heal you anymore. Don't call me darling. Don't call me all those cheesy names you like to call me. Call me a bitch. A swine. Whatever it is you'd like to curse me. If you're hurt reading this, this is the best between the two of us. I'm sorry. I just can't take it anymore. I don't want you to get hurt because of me. You're a nice, caring and a humble person. I hope you get someone who's better than me. Can I pretend that I don't exist in your life? Can we just be normal friends?

Cause..

I'm not worth for you.

I thanked you for the times we had. It's just that I don't deserve a person like you. I should be living on an eden filled with nothing but bullshit all over.

If you still not letting me go, then I don't know what else I'm going to do with you anymore.

#884 ; LOL?

2011-02-28T23:12:00.005+09:00

Life:

I swear, if I continue doing ETD, I'm going to go berserk. Same goes with MMD and anything that comes to my school project.

My thoughts on school for my last few weeks:

FUCK IT HARD, SON.

Two more weeks and I'm so GTFO Biatches.
_______________________

Stormy:

There's always something, if I'm with him. Like example; (again edit so readers can understand what we're talking about).

Stormy: How do cats have sex?

Me: WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME?! D:

Stormy: I thought you know about it?

Me: I know. But what's definitely wrong if I tell you theoretically. Go youtube and find out yourself?

Stormy: Tsk.

My mind was like this:

When he asked.

But then, it's completely random of him, asking me that question. XD;. Anyways, we had our small tiny itsy witsy ahem ahem while at the pasar malam, when I saw you know who was there too. Oh oh, looks like you're gonna be hanged by the MM dudes. You're so dead.

And I'm like:

Gee. SMELL SMELL IS FOREVER RELEVANT.
GOOD LUCK WITH THAT, BRO. HURR.

.

Oh to end this post, when Stormy whispered to me that three words.

I swear, my mind go:

KYA ♥~ ^^.

Stormy;

When you smile like:

I seriously go:

And also, I like your hair now. It's thick~!!

Well, at least you can do this:

#883 ; YADAA~~~

2011-02-27T20:28:00.008+09:00

MBLAQ:

OHMAIGAH.

NICE BODEH YA HAVE THAR LEE JOON.

WHY THE HELL IS THE BOTH OF YOU SOOOO BISHIE.

/FOREVERALONE.
_________________________________

Life:

I am a very insecure person. I have the mindset of other people are much more prettier than me. It's true.

Why am I surrounded by beautiful people but I'm not. I'm not pretty. Nor cute, or whatever it is.

But then, Stormy, you're different than others. You like to encourage me even thou I'm a jackass.

Stormy: You're still young. Sexy. Cute. A beauty for me.

Me: Yadaaaaaaa~~~ (My terms of yadaa, means No, but in the HURR way.

When I saw those words, my expectation of my reaction:

But in reality:

Oh damn.

Stormy; sometimes your words can really make me go:

*Grabby hands at you*

Hee ;D. I like teasing you, because I find it cute. :X

#882 ; SHAGGED.

2011-02-25T23:45:00.008+09:00

Life:

Today:

Firstly, for the moment who the heck was spamming me with weird messages; and literally it was under my sister's name. Not one.. But 20 messages!!!

I'm like:

What was that all about?!

So, I called her, wanted to tell her "Who the hell spam me messages?!", instead, I blabbered nonsense for a minute till my sister was like "What are you trying to tell me?".

and I go:

The hell is wrong with me, SERIOUSLY?!

________________________________________

Secondly, there's an intense insanely huge clearance from BORDERS, books selling at the starting of $2!! In the end, I didn't find the book I want, it's called "Why Men Marry Bitches". In the end, I only bought a manga "Otomen". At least better than nothing .__.;;.

Thirdly having a conversation with Stormy. It's a daily routine for me. But then these comments caught me. I'm adding a few words/phrases cause sometimes when he types, I do not literally understand what he's trying to say. So I'm making this easy for a high schooler to read or something.

Stormy: I never missed you.

Me: Basket.

Stormy: I never missed you; then I'm not your dar dar. I never missed you, then I'm not worth for you.

Me: Do you want me to cry?
(After hearing that I thought he was joking, but then I was like:

(Shit he's being serious).

Stormy: Let me rephrase this again. What I'm trying to say is, If I never missed you; then I'm not a human at all. To tell you the truth, I MISSED YOU MORE IF YOU LEAVE ME BY MY SIDE! Which means, when you're not in my sight (when I don't see you), that's the start of me missing you. I've always wanted you to stay by my side badly. I can't leave you.

And that is why.. I MISSED YOU, DAR!

Me:

GAY.

Stormy Darvey Bee Navy Guardly Wukong. *Edit Cause Stormy ask me to. AHAHA*(Lol trying to make a nickname of all the characters you cosplayed).

You're mine ♥. ;D

#881 ; One slot increase in the wanting list.

2011-02-25T23:39:00.003+09:00

Wants:

Front.Back.

Gee. I'm turning into a complete dope for Star Wars stuffies especially for Darth Vader or Stormtroopers or any kind of troopers. ._.;

#880 ; HEE.

2011-02-25T23:30:00.002+09:00

Visual-Kei:

*Stares at Juri and listens to his powerful vocals*.
Forever doing the not so important post.

#879 ; D':

2011-02-25T00:34:00.002+09:00

Random:

The moment when I saw/hear news of Justin Bieber going to perform LIVE in SG,

I'M LIKE:

#878 ; MEEP.

2011-02-24T23:49:00.003+09:00

Life:

Stormy: *looks at Go Hye Mie while I'm watching Dream High*. Hmph, you're much more prettier than her.

Me: Are you sure?! *Thoughts go: Are you sick in the head or something?*.

Stormy: No. It's true.

When I heard he said that, the thoughts in my head was like:

O' REALLY.

I'm so pretty right now. HURR.

Anyways Stormy just now had a moodless day. I tried everything to cheer him up, but then his mood decreased tremendously. But then somehow, I did manage to remove his moodless self; I was glad that I did.

Cause if you stay on being moodless, you're making me think too much and go:

Aigoo! I should stop thinking nonsense!

I will try my best not to make you moody. I should stop being unreasonable and try to listen to what's your say.

#877 ; MBLAQ.

2011-02-24T22:19:00.003+09:00

Video:

THIS. MADE. ME ONE GAY MOFO.

/twirls.

#876 ; Switched?

2011-02-24T00:44:00.004+09:00

Visual Kei: DELUHI.

This made me somewhat happy after being brain dead for doing ETD.

It seems that Leda's gone missing, I think he's the one snapping the photo XD;.

___________________________

Life:

Stormy says he didn't miss me. Reasons unknown. Maybe I should stop being unreasonable and start being more careful when I'm around him. Sometimes I can be way too much to handle ne?

/le sigh.

I don't know, it seems that I'm becoming more of an arse when graduation is just round the corner. Maybe because of the projects that's pilling up, and I'm forever procrastinating on my chair and staring into space without doing anything.

I wished I was a 5 year old kid, so I don't have to think much about life; all I want is to have fun.

#875 ; THIS.

2011-02-23T01:57:00.002+09:00

Random:

The only reason I don't respond truthfully when someone asks me what's wrong is because I know that most of the time people don't care about my problems and they just want to know what's going on because it satisfies them to know everything that goes on with everyone.

#874 ; SHIT.

2011-02-22T22:00:00.007+09:00

Random:

君に I miss you
伝えたいはずの気持ちに嘘をついて

Translation: This is for you, I miss you
I should want to tell you how I feel, but all I do is lie to myself.

I just love Deluhi's TWO HURT. Even thou it's a bit hardcore, but to me, it's a sad love song being told by looking at the lyrics. Leda, you're a genius for composing both the song and the lyrics!

___________________________

Cosplan:

I've decided to do him. Seriously. I'm having doubts that I may not pull this character off, but then I'll try my best. Haish.

___________________________

Life:

Life is being a jackass. Cause I'm procrastinating, not doing my report. Here I am staring at the laptop screen for not doing anything.

Anyways, Stormy stop restricting me of what I can do and what I can't do. There are some things I can listen to you but then, there's some I can't just follow you.

And it's not helping when I have a major stubborn personality.

Ah, Stormy had to go for a Vocational Assessment at Hendon Camp today. If things go well, he's gonna be enlisted in June/July. After that, he won't be seeing me cause he'll be there until he finishes or ORD or something. By the time he's done, it's either I'm in some Poly or somewhere in SG working my ass off.

You know, you're strong for being there for me. But then there are times I feel like going in my room, shut the door, lock it and pretend I don't exist.

That was being random. .__.;

#873 ; I'm a Thug.

2011-02-22T00:11:00.003+09:00

Random:

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone. A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions ♥.

Those are in bold, they're literally my personality ._.

#872 ; Kinda like want?

2011-02-21T00:27:00.002+09:00

Random:

When I first saw this, I want it.

2011 Fit Justin Inman 1 Bike @ $530
The Fitbikeco Inman 1 is the entry level model in the range yet still features impressive spec. While keeping the cost down to meet the entry-level price range Fit have made sure that their 1 series bikes are kitted out with integrated headtube, sealed mid BB’s and fully sealed 9T cassette hubs making these bikes fully compatible with after-market products to allow easy upgrade in the future as your riding progresses. This Inman 1 bike is set up to be as close to Justin Inman’s own bike as possible and benefits from Tektro u-brake with alloy lever, Weinmann 36H rim, 7.75″ cr-mo bar, full 4130 fork, tubular 3-peice crank, and Odyssey twisted PC pedal.

Frame: Justin Inman 1 20″ TT with integrated headtube, welded 990′s brake mounts
Fork: Full 4130 crmo steerer tube with 3/8” axle slots
Bar: 7.75″ rise / 26″ wide 2-piece
Grip: Fit Inman grip
Stem: Front load alloy
Headset: Campy compatible 45°/45° sealed
Rim: Weinmann 36H rim
Front Hub: 3/8” alloy front hub
Rear Hub: 14mm sealed bearing cassette hub
Crank: Tubular crmo 170mm
BB: Sealed mid BB
Sprocket: Fit D.L.S style 25T
Gearing: 25-9 micro gearing
Chain: Kmc 410H
Pedal: Odyssey twisted PC pedal
Lever: Tektro alloy lever
Brake: Tektro u-brake
Brake Cable: Slic
Seat: Fit embossed 8mm rail
Seat Post: 25.4mm
Seat Clamp: Alloy
Tyre: Fit 2.25″ front, and rear tyre
Weight: 11.6kg
Colour: Black

Then I saw the price, maybe I should just get a normal BMX Bike with no customs at all. Cause I need a bike. I don't have any bikes as they were stolen for three times. ._.;;

#871 ; Grid MMS Event/Tumblr style bloggin'.

2011-02-20T01:35:00.006+09:00

Life:

Never knew I had to wear the Gingy costume for that event. But then I'm compiling my reactions, and the shit that I've been through that day.

I was wearing my Gingy, and then came this bunch of Nerf bastards, who saw me as Gingy, and shoot me DIRECTLY on me.

I was like:

Then along came weird cosers, and I go:

So I'm being generous, cause I'm hugging everyone, cosers and non-cosers. My thoughts were going:

Will you cosers stop huggin' me. :/

And the dude who accidentally hit my right knee with his nerf gun:

COME ON MAN SERIOUSLY?!

But then, when I was being taken photos by many people passing by:

THEY SEE ME, THEY'RE HATIN'.

And I met 2 Japanese dudes who were taking photos of me. Since they're talking in Japanese:

I CAME TROLLIN'. Completely speaking in literally basic Japanese. HURR.

And thus begins us talking about the event.

They said: Hey this event shocked us. Can you speak japanase?
Me: A little bit <-- this is the part I spoke wrongly. I don't know how to use the word "a little bit"; So I said "Chisai".
Dude 1 (With weird scarf on himself): Are they japanese *points at volcaloid cosplayers.
Me: Noooooo.
Dude 2 (Wearing white top): No wonder it's weird (saying about the other "japanese cosers". Anyways, power ranger, spiderman, gingy (All the MM) cosplayers are very good!
Me:
Thank you!! :D

That conversation? Even thou it's less than 5 minutes, I was like:

Wassup.

And of course, the highlight of the day.

Stormy wearing his US Navy seal uniform when we haven't go to our location; I was staring at him like:

Uh huh. I can't deny it.

I couldn't resist men in uniforms. Especially him. ♥.

#870 ; 0_0?!

2011-02-19T01:04:00.002+09:00

Random:

LOL?

That is just one random trivia fact.
Mameshiba~~~~

#869 ; ._.

2011-02-18T02:27:00.004+09:00

Life:

4 projects. less than 15 school days. I'm as dead as fucked.

For thee is gonna procrastinate; for that is why. More reasons I have no idea what to blog about.

Gah. Someone please hang me on my neck so I have an early death. Hah. Not really. I'm gonna enjoy my last few minutes before I sleep.

________________________________________

Visual Kei: DELUHI.

Oh what do we have here? Yes. My scandalous boyfriend named Juri. So you're camwhoring with other dudes eh? Nevermind. You're still my no.1 biased. >:D

#868 ; ACTION!

2011-02-18T02:16:00.002+09:00

Photography:

Stormie: LIGHTS.CAMERA. ACTION! NO WRONG I'M GONNA BLOW YOUR HEADS OFF!

Photo: Ariff.
Edited: Me.

:D

#867 ; MEOW.

2011-02-17T21:34:00.003+09:00

Life:

Stormy: They are nothing compared to you.

OH YES. Cause you liked this weird LEGO-LOVIN' dope aren't you. HEH. Yep. I am a dope for legos. Even thou I don't like comparism, but this statement shows I'm in lalala land right now.

:D

#866 ; POWER RANGERS SAMURAI.

2011-02-08T22:44:00.002+09:00

Video:

#865 ; BECK - EVOLUTION.

2011-02-08T21:09:00.005+09:00

Video:

ON REPEAT. STFU.

WE ARE THE BECK. YEAH YEAH. WE ARE THE BECK!

Casts: Mizushima Hiro, Sato Takeru, Kiritani Kenta, Mukai Osamu, Nakamura Aoi.

Just love when Hiro just blabber in elligable English. DO WANT PREASE.

#864 ; NEW.

2011-02-05T03:18:00.002+09:00

Visual-Kei: Screw

HOLY SHIAT. GAH BYOU WHY YOU LOOK LIKE RUKI. KAZUKI YOU'RE HOT. AND MANABU TOO.

/FLAILS.

#863 ; DO WANT.

2011-02-05T02:56:00.003+09:00

Gadgets:

It's selling at 327 bucks here.

I would want one in July? Maybe end of this year if I manage to safe up. :/

#862 ; RAN.

2011-02-04T03:15:00.000+09:00

Host:

Ran + Lollipop = BRB. I WANT YOU NOW. 8D.

#861 ; HOST.

2011-02-04T03:02:00.000+09:00

Host:

You're hot. Me lieks. :B.

#860 ; LOSER.

2011-02-03T23:47:00.003+09:00

Photography:

Fish-Eye lens. I want one too!

#859 ; Host.

2011-02-03T23:10:00.002+09:00

Host:

WHY HARLOW THAR GOOD LOOKIN' LAD.

So you're a host heh? HURR. /stalks.

#858 ; Quote.

2011-02-03T23:08:00.001+09:00

Picture Quote:

#857 ; Kitten.

2011-02-03T21:02:00.000+09:00

Kitty:

Aaaaaaaw.♥♥♥♥

#856 ; LIFE.

2011-02-02T23:22:00.001+09:00

Picture Quote:

THIS. IS. LIFE.

#855 ; "FUCKING".

2011-02-02T22:19:00.001+09:00

Quotes:

“Fucking” is one of those fucking words you can fucking put anyfuckingwhere in a sentence and it still makes fucking sense.

FUCKING TRUFAX. 8D.

#854 ; PICTURE QUOTE.

2011-02-02T20:41:00.002+09:00

Picture Quote:

#853 ; DUDEEEEEEEEEE.

2011-02-02T13:14:00.001+09:00

Picture Quote:

DUDE....

I.. NEED WEED. SERIOUSLY /speaks using the surfer dude's accent.

#852 ; ♥.

2011-02-01T22:54:00.003+09:00

Japanese Actor:

How would I not go crazy over him?

I just love how badass he can be in Gokusen 3, and he's such total sweetie in Koizora.

#851 ; Biyane.

2011-02-01T20:35:00.000+09:00

Random:

#850 ; SCISSORS. PAPER. STONE. LIZARD. SPOCK!

2011-01-31T22:31:00.000+09:00

scissors cuts paper paper covers rock rock crushes lizard lizard poisons spock spock smashes scissors scissors decapitates lizard lizard eats paper paper disproves spock spock disinegrates rock rocks beats scissors

!

This is what happens when you have superbly intelligent science geeks playing a simple game of Scissors, Paper, Stone. /laughs.

#849 ; ViViD new pv!

2011-01-31T01:01:00.003+09:00

Visual kei:

RENO RENO RENO RENO RENO SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN SHIN RENO RENO!

#848 ; Girugämesh new pv!

2011-01-31T00:29:00.004+09:00

Visual Kei:

ギルガメッシュ - Destiny.

左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥左迅♥

For thee shall gay for Satoshi only.

*coughstheresjuriofalldudesihaveaintensivecrushwithcoughs*.

#847 ; truth is..

2011-01-30T22:47:00.001+09:00

Randoms:

#846 ; ....

2011-01-30T21:59:00.001+09:00

Random:

#845 ; ♥.

2011-01-30T04:02:00.002+09:00

Life:

Suffering from mass muscle cramps. That's bad news for me, which means I'm rapidly growing old. Aching everywhere; therefore I should grow a white mustache and long beard while sitting on the rocking chair waiting for my time to end.

Damn Napfa test. Even thou I'm cursing how bad napfa is doing it to everyone, I kept getting Silver. It's a bloody miracle if I get Gold. /sarcasm sigh.

Anyways, I enjoyed our outing today Stormy♥~! Even thou we started our day with a ridiculous taxi to the MGS for an event; but then things went smoothly even thou "V" and Spiderman came late thanks to the major traffic jam.

After that we bought our shirts which has stormy on it! Thanks Stormy♥.

#844 ; ON REPEAT.

2011-01-29T03:24:00.001+09:00

Video:

Damn you Jones. Now you're making me hooked to her. Exo's so sexy.

#843 ; OH DAMN.

2011-01-29T01:48:00.001+09:00

Random:

Lost your pen = No pen

No pen = No notes

No notes = No study

No study = Fail

Fail = No diploma

No diploma = No work

No work = No money

No money = No food

No food = You get skinny

You get skinny = Then you get ugly

Ugly = No love

No love = No marriage

No marriage = No children

No children = Alone

Alone = Depression

Depression = Sickness

Sickness = Death

Lesson: Don’t lose your pen or you will die.

TRUFAX. REALLLL.

#842 ; SuG!

2011-01-29T00:01:00.002+09:00

Video:

Thou this pv is thad ridiculous, I just love these guys.

#841 ; RAWR.

2011-01-28T00:15:00.005+09:00

Random:

I'm guessing if I happened to flip; I think I'll do that direct blow.

#840 ; Idolized.

2011-01-27T19:09:00.000+09:00

Video Games:

Master Chief is my hero. Thou he shalt not reveal thy mask.

And I pretend he's a handsome/good-lookin'/bishie dude behind that helmet. :X

#839 ; HALO: REACH.

2011-01-26T00:01:00.000+09:00

Video Games:

My current addiction.

#838 ; ♥♥♥.

2011-01-25T22:02:00.004+09:00

Picture:

My thoughts exactly on you, Stormy ♥.

Sometimes, I can't understand what you're thinking, but then you gave substantial words which made me go aaaw ♥.

Hee :D

#837 ; BUYING.

2011-01-24T23:37:00.004+09:00

Cosplay:

BUYING HIM AT 39.90.

WHILE STOCKS LAST.
But oops! This is the only Bumblebee that's around; and thus only I can buy it 8D.

Credits: Photo by JasonLCS.

___________________________

Random:

Stormy stop teasing me even thou I find it kinda cute at a certain point of extend. ROFL.

________________________________________

More Randoms:

How to Keep your Girlfriend Happy. http://alconcelbev.tumblr.com/post/1027309209

Read that post and you'll know how.

#836 ; Oops?

2011-01-24T02:15:00.002+09:00

Life:

I know you're stalking me and reading this. Oh yes you do, Stormy.

Gee. I think I'm suffering from Bi-polar or something. Cause I just realized that my mood swings are definitely going off the charts.

But then, I'm most probably being neutral nowadays. My old self is either hiding in the dark alleys of Naotherland or just disappeared into thin air, waiting to burst if anyone poked the wrong bubble.

Oh the faggotary; I feel like owning an iPhone now. But then an iTouch?

Sometimes I do wish I was bloody hell rich so I don't have to think twice of purchasing the stuff I want. :/

#835 ; C.L.A.L.

2011-01-23T22:45:00.000+09:00

Random:

Crush. Liked. Adore. Love.

Thus C.L.A.L.

/fuckin' hell that was random.

____________________________________

Anyways, I was looking at this. It's the Poly courses and entry requirements. Ah, looking at that, I think I'm gonna apply for Digital Animation at SP or Multimedia & Animation at NP.

Gee. Since I wanted to do Interior Design at SP; my current GPA is not that fantastic to apply that course.

I don't wanna go RP, but then I have thoughts of going NAFA or LASELLE. :/

#834 ; Mine.

2011-01-23T20:58:00.003+09:00

Photography:

Mine ♥.

3 months old. My best friend for snapping the incredible moments.

#833 ; Misses.

2011-01-23T17:40:00.000+09:00

Photography:

Oh where oh where can this paikia kitty be. Oh where oh where can he be~?

I really missed you, my lazy guardian. I never seen you for more than a year. Where did you loiter?

#832 ; Nobuta wo seishun!

2011-01-23T14:40:00.000+09:00

Korean Actor:

"NOBUTA POWER :-)"

"posted by @ROCKOUT529 from Twitter for iPhone 1 week 4 days ago"

Oh mai gah. I am surprised. Yet I am still surprised as I never knew he watched Nobuta wo produce!! That means he knows who's Hirokita Maki, Kamenishi Kazuya and Yamapi! :D

#831 ; Do want?

2011-01-23T01:57:00.004+09:00

DSLR Accessories:

EF85mm f/1.8 USM
Specifications:
Filter size: 58 mm
Max aperture: f/1.8
Cost: $699

Speedlite 430EX II
Cost: $579.

Sums up, that's like a worth a whopping $1.3k! Gosh. I think I need a full time job, with 3-5 months pay at this rate to get em'.

Le sigh.

#830 ; ....

2011-01-23T00:39:00.003+09:00

Life:

I am calm.

I am calm.

I am very calm.

And oh yes I am very calm.

Vulgarities decreased? Not really. + 2536 points on sarcasm.

#829 ; STAY.

2011-01-22T16:56:00.004+09:00

Video:

MIR & LEE JOON! *__*